Love Is In Bloom

As I was trying to think of a title for this I felt too overwhelmed to be able to make one up, so I used Beth Moore's advice to speak the name of Jesus. Jesus. What a sweet sound...the sound of my savior, comforter, strength, joy, protector, provider, and well, everything that sustains me! My light and my salvation, the one who will never forsake me and will help me through any situation. I had another horror filled sick to my stomach day that made me feel like id rather be anyone but me when I feel so overwhelmingly in pain and agony. It seriously brought me once again to the end of my rope physically and emotionally with this pregnancy. I hear women say their baby moving is the most precious feeling in the world, but for me it is what causes me to regurgitate even water! I have a super short torso that on the ultrasound showed Samuel was using my actual stomach as a push toy with his big 3 inch feet. I feel sorry for him, he is probably wishing for more space. :) I of course trea...

I reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly am ready to not be pregnant anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like God has given me an incredible gift to be able to spend my last month of pregnancy with my family and life-long friends. Logan and I got to spend FOUR days at the lake with my family this past weekend!I have never been able to be in town long enough for more than one full day at the lakehouse,since we didnt get it until I graduated HS. We had three FULL days at the lake!!! It was amazing to say the least. :) I dont take time with my family for granted, because sadly its few and far between. We are excited if we get to see each other every other month and just happy if it isnt 10 weeks before we see each other next. This is an unquenchable ache for me and my family, but God is gracious and gives me so much to be joyful about when I am away and has kept my relationships with my family members and life-long friends as strong as ever. When you really love people no amount of time or mileage will keep you from being close. A perfect example of this is my aunt Marci, Uncle Rick, ...

This post is completely opposite of my last post! I have been revived and my sanity has made it's way back to me! I finally made it to Arkansas and have spent a couple days at the lake enjoying family,nature,God's presence, and lots of WATER FUN! Being in water is one of my absolute favorite things. I feel completely myself, excited, happy, vivacious, alive, and most importantly not sick when I'm bopping in waves of some sort! The Lord is so gracious to me and when I get to a low point he always lifts me up and revives my soul. :) I am happy,healthy, and sain! No tears today AND I'm getting a pedicure soon thanks to my mom. Nail art makes life better if you ask me ;) Enjoy your family and friends this weekend! Happy 4th and God bless America:)))