A Year Ago, Today.
Tonight I rocked Samuel into a deep sleep until every chubby finger had stopped rubbing his hair and blankie. I heard sweet baby snores and memorized every detail of his precious face, because you see...tomorrow he turns one. I took it all in knowing that this would be the last night I held him while he was 0 ever again. I am overwhelmed by this past year and all that it has meant to me. How could one year be SO meaningful? I know my heart has grown at least two sizes to contain all the love having a son causes. I am changed forever by what happened one year ago. A year ago, today.... I was in labor. A year ago today... I had just come out of one of the hardest times of my life when I was sicker than I have ever been or hope to be when I was hospitalized with salmanilla. I had only been home one full day. A year ago today... I had no idea what tomorrow would mean to me. I had no id