The Big Leap
Everyone has dreams. I had plans, big plans, to be a nurse, but then realized Science and math aren't my forte and I pass out at the simple sight of a removed mole. Then, I had hopes to be in ministry, particularly Women's ministry someday and to always in every season be around children somehow. My most lofty dream was to be a writer and speaker someday, to create Bible studies and build relationships as a full time job. But, the dream that trumped them all was to be a mom. I wanted with all of my heart to stay at home with my kids until Kindergarten, whatever that took. Before getting married, I told Logan if we have to live in a one room cabin, that's ok, I just want to be with my kids when they are little. Maybe I couldn't give them everything money could buy, but I could give them all my time. Everyone has dreams and convictions. This was mine. He had a calling to work in ministry and I fully supported that and felt called to it myself. To make all d