Love Is In Bloom

I'm just going to be totally honest here, up until this week I prided myself in not being a crazy pregnant lady! A sick pregnant lady,yes, a pregnant lady who needs certain foods pronto, sure! (but I crave certain foods always, who doesn't get cravings for a brownie or cheese dip?!) but absolute crazed look out she's nuts hadn't hit with much force until after my trip to the ER Saturday! I think I left my sanity in the iv bag...or the hospital bathroom! Whatever it was that happened to me this weekend, virus/ food poisoning it was the worst pain I have ever been in and that's saying a lot with the countless nights of food poisoning-like sick sessions I've had these past 8 months! I literally thought if this isn't labor I don't know what is, but my DR did say labor pains come and go, but these never left so that's a relief to know. This experience brought me over the edge bc not only am I just sick of being sick (symptoms date back to when I couldn

My life has officially become what I pretended it was when I was little. Well, almost give it two months and I'll really be there! I always wanted to play house and asked for Lee Middleton babydolls for Christmas until I was probably way too old to still be wanting them. My real life doll will be here soon and I am getting more and more excited about it! Although im guessing playing house 24/7 with a baby that screams and poops and keeps me up all night (you don't want to see me without sleep,it's simply barbaric) probably won't feel like playing pretend house, but I know I'm about to go into one of the most precious stages of life that flies by in a blink of an eye and I don't want to miss a thing! I am ready to play house for real, bring it on! My life has consisted of reading books about being a godly mother and wife and I have enjoyed learning and finding mentors that can give me advice. I want to do this mommy thing right,I feel the weight of such a big res