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Easter truth from Samuel

I believe that God uses children to praise him and tell of the Lord's glory (psalm 8:2) Yesterday my mom asked me if I have been talking to Samuel about Easter. I probably should have been, but I honestly forgot it was coming up so fast! He is going through a phase where he says no to almost anything-except if you say a truth about Jesus ,he will look at you with a big sincere smile and say "Yessssss!", "oh yes!", or smile and nod really big. He kept saying to me last week "what does God say? Hmm? What does God say?"And he would finish with "the Bible tells". This would remind me to read my Bible when I hadn't .He also likes to make anything into the shape of a cross and yesterday my mom said something like:"do you know that Jesus is our savior and died on the cross for our sins and rose again?" (Explaining Easter) and Samuel responded "YES!!!! Holy, Holy, Holy!" That is possibly one of the purest and truest responses

Facing My Fear

            Some people are horrified by riding in airplanes, snakes, sharks, spiders etc., but for me, one of my biggest fears is the dreaded STOMACH BUG. I wake up sometimes in anxiety and I am just afraid I will feel nauseas, which makes me feel nauseas and turns into a horrible cycle. This fear started after I had two hyperemesis gravitum pregnancies. I think part of me is afraid the stomach bug will come and not leave for months at a time (the reality of my pregnancies), but another part of me just realizes it is really just that awful. It also really hurts my heart when I see other people feeling this horrible feeling and going through something like the stomach bug. I do not wish that feeling on anyone, ESPECIALLY my children.               Four nights ago, I woke up to my precious daughter screaming in her bed. She had thrown up and it had gotten in her eyes and all over (ill spare the details). I felt shock and my knees going weak, because I was so sad and afraid and sorry al